tyrant...

Why do some things hurt to the bottom of your stomach? And why is pain actually situated in the abdominal area? If you stop to think about it...so are the so-called butterflies... So do all strong emotions have gastric origin?
I tend to believe it's all in our heads...nothing lower than the brain can actually be linked to any sort of...activity...of the spiritual kind...ironically...no link to the "heart" as far as I'm concerned. And....i stop to think.....what happens? What makes it all....go away....and come back....and then go away again? Sometimes causing irreparable damage to the stomach, other times....passing through like a drink of water. And boy...does that ever make us thirsty...
No biological explanations for me, please...i'm just not up for it. I just wonder....do we have some kind of disk fragment? that does a periodical clean-up? and leaves...shadows? like memories....or scars on the gastric mucosa? sometimes they heal....but i guess it's only fair to get gasthritis every once in a while. Not cancer...as people get...very frequently these days. That isn't fair...and...i guess it's a matter of not getting it....rather than getting rid of it. Eating healthy....not getting involved...and all that.
Then again....you only get one stomach...and you'd better use it...otherwise you might starve and then what would be the use? So drink, smoke, eat junk...hope you'll get enough time to enjoy it all.
love, cry, scream...